I'm Sorry

I do mine though guitar hahaha

I have decided to say what i must peak, in f r e n c h..

Bonour mes amis! C'a ete un temps tres long depuis que j'ai ecrit. Je m'etais senti coupable, desole! Pensez-vous a ce que vous avez fait avan et regrettez le??

Translation: Hey guys! It has been a very long time since i wrote. I have been feeling guilty, sorry! Do you ever think about what you did before, and regret it??

I have, and i always do, and it always seems to be in an arguement, when i say something i shouldnt have, and when i regret it, i always write a short song or peom about it.. here's a bit of one::

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WHo knew three words could be so hard,

to end all misery at last,

for the sake of peace,

so our hearts can be free,

its so hard to say i'm sorry..

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You should really put your mind into a frame where you can contain your anger and the right time, before it spills out the top of the jar.

I learnt that the hardest way.

Je t'aime toi avec tout mon coeur! <3

Fiz x

You only call me when you need me >>

I hardly even know you,
In fact We've never met,

Do you just expect me

to turn right round and forget.



I never thought that you would be the

one to turn on me
You were like my sister,
We were a family.






you only call me when you need me.>>








Fiz x

coming of age(and i dont mean the show!)

this summer has already seen many people's birthdays, including fizz and me, but everyone gets a different experience. even though your birthday is a wonderful (hopefully) day dedicated to you to celebrate...you everyone looks at it a little differently. i share my birthday with someone i know already but really there must be hundreds or mabye even thousands of people we all share our birthdays with, which is kinda weird; there is someone out there in the world who was born the same day, mabye the same sort of time and is experiencing a life totally dofferent but with one big similarity, they are exactly the same age as you! the typical milestone birthdays are: 1, 16,18,21,30,40,50,60,70,80,90 and the big 100. but in my eyes there is also: 5(when you start school), 10(double digits),11(double numbers so 22,33 etc), 17(you can learn to drive), 20(no longer a teenager),27(it just feels different), 37(mid/late thirties now 0_o) etc. etc.
no matter what you do like getting off your face or having a quiet meal, make sure its special but dont take it too personally, if the day isnt that good then dont worry, mabye try to arrange something with your closest friends and put that memory in the day.
i do want this blog to be kinda interactive like write a reply or comment or something to tell me about you fav and worst birthdays but we kinda only have the one follower, still it would be intersting so please do. birthday wishes all round,
kici <3

Bookworm

heya everyone,
one of the many must haves on the long shopping list of summer, is a book. not a serious epic novella but a funny, mabye sad at times, enthralling, girlie summer read. a book that is at home by the pool and sits comfortably in your hands as you huddle in a chair overlooking your picturesque holiday destination!
i have read many books over the summers that i have been alive and would recommend: candypop by lauren laverne, harry potter and (any of them really but try to start with the first one if you haven't read any, it will make a lot more sense!) by JK Rowling, angus, thongs and full-frontal snogging (and co.) by louise rennison, the mediator (and co.) by meg cabbot-along with the princess diaries etc-, most books by marian keyes (the title isn't called 'most books' i was just saying..oh u know what i mean), wild roses by ..i cant remember but it is a great book (if you can find it!), paradise by katie price (apparently very good, well its no.1 on all those reading lists anyway).
i recommend all these books highly along with various magazines for the long journey: HEAT (!!!), seventeen (if you can get your hands on one as it is an american magazine that isn't sold at all shops), closer, pick me up (etc. lol), grazia, elle ( loads of freebies), sugar (lads mag too-great for laughs)
i have aimed all this at teens so sorry if this doesn't work for you but i know that i love all these different pieces of reading material and your holiday will never have a boring moment when you have one of these at least to keep you company.
have a wondrful holiday and keep safe ;) kici
SUMMER 2010 WOOHOOO! ..lol..